Face the Music

So I signed up for facebook last week. It's quite a trip and leaves me feeling like I am in high school again. So I guess how it works is you send out friend requests to people you know and they can either accept you or reject you as a friend...sound familiar anyone? Talk about returning back to the primitive, lower, miserable social hierarchy.... *********H I G H S C H O O L***********
So my normally secure self has become a somewhat insecure, neurotic person who talks to herself. OUT LOUD! Me checking my e-mail..You will need a code to read this. RMe= reasonable me and SRME= socially retarded me

RMe: So I sent whatshername a friend request four days ago and she hasn't responded...I wonder what's up?

SRME: I will tell you what's up, she hates your guts and thinks you are a ignorant stupid person now and in high school.

RMe: I don't remember her hating me in high school she is probably busy and just hasn't checked her mail in a while.

SRME: Whatever this is facebook EVERYONE checks their facebook..anyone cool anyway. Face the facebook music. SHE DOESN'T LIKE YOU!

RMe: This is extremely ridiculous. If she doesn't want to add me as "her friend" then I most likely wouldn't want her to be "my friend".

SRME: My point exactly..she doesn't want to be your friend..didn't you break her nose in softball? Or was she the girl that you colored in her teeth in your year book?

RMe: I have never done that! Well I did break someones nose..on accident.

SRME: Maybe she didn't add you as a friend because you are clumsy and when it comes down to it, just not cool enough.

RMe: waving my white flag You are probably right..shut up please.

Pathetic and sad I know. Can you believe a insignificant online social network website could make me feel so crazy? Apparently, I need to re look at my high school years to see where all of this insane insecurity is coming from. Which means I need to work a second job to pay for more therapy...
SRME: What if the new therapist is your high school homecoming queen?
RMe: Never mind, I will just take up drinking.

Up Next..... How to start your own home worm composting system !!

"Times are tough!" It's kind of getting old this new saying. So how tough are they really? I guess it comes down to each individual and what they have lost. Some have lost their jobs, house, cars, and are now homeless..that's got to be hard. Some have lost their internet connection and had to sell their prized china on craigslist. Many have lost their hope. Quite a few are trying to figure out what the big deal is and still get paid millions to run a failing corporate business only to watch it be bailed out by us. I have found the solution to all our problems! Ok, I got a little carried away. There are many things we don't have control of right now. But, there are still many things we can and should control right now. I am blessed to have a job and a roof over my head, but money is still a issue for everyone. So Adam and I were working on his merit badge and decided to figure out how to save money... We spend the most on household items like laundry detergent, paper towels, cleaners etc. So we decided to start making our own laundry detergent. We figured it out and it costs 2 cents a load compared to 20 cents a load with our old detergent. And it works just as good as the store stuff. It feels good to save money. But we will definitely stop at making our own toilet paper..no one would enjoy that.